Thursday, June 17, 2010

Alright, alright, alright!

It's not like I need to announce it, but I am anyways. So, I've been gone for a month now. I know, you couldn't tell, right?! Riiiight ;-) Anyways.. the reason I was gone is well, I had a bad week (cheating, sneaking and not exercising will do that to you) And I didn't want to fess up to it. On top of that I was feeling a little discouraged from that and well, the lack of comments, I suppose.

You see, sometimes I feel like I need people to read and comment on my blog for it to make a difference. When it got to a point where people weren't commenting anymore I thought maybe it was useless. I like to use my blog as an outlet. A way to keep myself on track, motivated and "someone" to check in with on my journey. Last night I had the realization that I'd rather write my blog for me to get things out and even if there is someone out there reading that maybe the one thing I said helped them, then that's great! 

I know I don't need to write for you, you or heck, even you, but I like to. I like writing for me, but I also like writing for you! I like the tapping of the keyboard, the words appearing on the screen. Sometimes I even wish I had a reason to type letters because I just like the way it feels. So, I'm back again. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know it's like the twelve-millionth time I've said that, but it's permanent this time. Just know, if you're reading, I'm glad you're interested. And if not, that's cool too. I like my blog in all of it's little glory and that's OK with me.